Yo. What a day I’ve had. A relationship or non-relationship (long story) with a guy I was seeing came to an end today. How does that make me feel? Sad.
Also, I feel so hopeless and in despair about the state of the African-American community and the world. I have done and given so much of myself to somehow bring about change. But not much has changed. As far as I can tell, things are only getting worse. It seems there is nowhere else to go and nowhere else to turn for answers. I talked to my friend, Jjai, about it and told her how helpless I felt because I didn’t know what else to do. She completely understood. I knew she would. And ultimately, as we normally do, ended up giggling and laughing. Right in the middle of a giggle, I received this flyer through the mail:
I was in shock! ha! And, check out the fine print!
Laugh more. Talk more. Share more quality time.
For our customer: Simone. haha! This reminds me of the woman who spoke on Oprah about The Secret, who said when you put something out into the universe, you are placing an order.
Jjai started laughing more and said, ‘You did that! You manifested that!’
This happened a few hours ago now. I’m still staring at this clear, in-my-face, express-delivered message from myself in awe. hahaha!…
Yup, still staring at it…